cool fireworks!!

Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can't explain myself at all.
And all the wants
And all the needs
All I don't want to need at all.
The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.
When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight
It ends tonight.
A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can't explain what you can't explain.
You're finding things that you didn't know
I look at you with such disdain
The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Now I'm on my own side
It's better than being on your side
It's my fault when you're blind
It's better that I see it through your eyes
All these thoughts locked inside
Now you're the first to know
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Tonight
Insight
When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight.

my heart's forlorn song........

ari ini sgt emooooooooooo...

act, since yesterday lagih...
not in mood for anything
nangis, tido, mkn sket, tgk tv, staring at the walls, staring at the laptop, lock meself in da room, blink blink, sigh...sigh again, sniff sniff, sighhhhhhhh
ape kena nih?
nape emo sgt?
huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu
sila semangat cik dalilah oiii
exam dh dekat, studi nuhhhhh
g mkn nuhhh
huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu
sedey, sniff sniff
aihhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
lagu tema untuk hari inih:

Perpisahan - Anuar Zain

Ku mengerti perpisahan ini
Bukan kerana kau membenci
Tapi kasih yang pernah ku beri
Tiada lagi bersama
Sering, kala aku terlihatkan mu
Impian nan indah bersulam bahagia
Ku harungi hari demi hari
Bersama wajah tak mungkin akan kembali
Tapi hati masih tak terima
Ditinggalkan sengsara
Keraguan ini bukanlah padamu
Perasaan hati masih rindu
Kekalutan ini hanyalah untukku
Tercari-cari bayanganmu
Tak sanggup aku kehilangan
Kehilanganmu...
Masih tercari-cari...
Keraguan ini bukanlah padamu
Masih tercari-cari bayanganmu
Tak sanggup aku kehilanganmu

uuuuuuu saye sgtla sedey dan down dan x bersemangat, sgtla gloomy dan melancholic huk huk huk

terase dunia sgtla bleak sekarang inih *sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh*

nakshatra~

last friday was the celebration of diwali nite in imu
themed nakshatra meaning stars of diwali
there's music, singing n dancing n drama n even foods
truly truly bollywood i tell u!
kampung dance is superb!
obviously coz it's my batch whose dancing n jumping!
go raj! go nurule! go nedd! go sakhti!
heheh
so for one nite only,
everyone -well almost everyone-
is decked in their finest deepavali attire
n shine like a true bollywood stars
i even got my own purple bindi n indian bangles
to match my new very-worth-it outfit in purple n green
tadaaa!!!



nice tak?hehe
n here's da great kampung dancers



more pics of dat nite wit fellow frens

celebration of eid

a bright yellow invitation card for an open haus
as expected from orey-o n da geng
arrive shortly after the raya break
i LOVE openhaus!!
lotsa lotsa lotsa food
slurp slurp yum yum
*salivating like mad*
it's a pot-luck mkn2 thingy
so me, nana n pu3 decided to bring da-eva-fames nana's roti jala teamed wit da-acu-cuba-try-test pu3's chicken curry
there's chicken rendang, nasi himpit, sayur lodeh, nasi tomato, spagetti, choc cake, brownies
etc etc etc
*rambang mata duh*
mkn x igt, kenyang bangat sih
pastu of course la snap snap pics





posing2 sementara tunggu tetamu lain smpai



i suap u, u suap i yer



bena, nana, me n mar



baik2 senget tu cik kak oi jgn terbalik dh la yer....



apela yg mak cik ajima ni duk seronok sgt nih



we are indeed one big hepi family



last pose b4 heading home stuffed n hepi; nana, me, bena, mar, leha, hanis, dila

there goes the last holiday

this is like a very long due update
lotsa lotsa things happen since i last here
i was home for a week for raya
my mum dh hepi2 i bley blk awal
-jadi mangsa kena kukus kek lapis lagi la aku thn ni-
me, my mum n my sis went crazy wit baking n kukusing
my dad is obsessed wit cleaning da haus
and my bros all glued to ps2 and online games!
tgk la penat nyer main game smpai tertido atas kerusi
ish ish ish *geleng kepala*



gonna miz all these excitingness of raya preparation next year
raya was sam-o sam-o
no raya trip again tis year
2 years in da row....
kuchiwa guer...
sob sob sob
back in kl
-still in the raya mood-
seremban visit, mock osce, cns eoc awaits
i'm burning out here n so not in mood for anything
tp ade org tu pandai sgt memujuk so i went to watch flushed away after cns eoc
*thanks awak cheer me up!*
then health issues crap start n entering it's 2nd week tis monday *sigh*
then another 2 weeks before another eoc
n 3 weeks of study break
n then the
big dreaded eos 5
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhrkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
*choking n turning blue*

i like!!

watch reruns of autumn in my heart today.
one of my fav korean drama series
lame lame i know
and then there's this trailer about a new malay movie
tittled 'cinta'
i saw the ad at kl sentral the other day
looks like a copy cat version of my fav movie-love actually-
hurmmmm is it any good?
malay movies are usually *thumbs down*
no offense but it's true
there are some that is good but mostly...
nway, had a haircut today
go trim my fringe for this coming raya
so sort of raya hair
ahaks...raye pon nk rambut baru<--poyo
it felt so nice, ade org basuhkan rambut pastu blowkan lawa2
now my hair is soft n straight again
nnt blk umah mesti my mum tegur
"kak g straighten rambut ker?"
note:she doesn't approve of me doing sumthing to my hair other than cutting it
nway, i feel so damn fabulous to the max
*syok sndri sungguh minah nih*

take a break, have a kit kat

great last minute revision of neuroanact
all da best M204 for CNS!
chills!!!

what's wit the world today?

oh heck, jerebu kembali lagi
di bln ramadhan plak tuh
*what a sweel, nice!*
dh la tekak dh kering due to low h2o intake
dtg lg contaminated air yg menyesakkan respiratory tract nih
dugaaaaaaannnnnnn~~
org lain yg terbakar, kite yg berkelubung asapnyer
n i hav to suffer frm this freakingly, annoying n distressing sore troat
sabar sabar bln puasa nih
*sighhhhhh*
then the ever genius IMU
letak my final exam on saturday
what the *tuttt*?<--puasa bkn setkt thn x mkn n minum, kena puasa jiwa jugak kate my chinese lect
exam on saturday?
sungguh x leh terima
dh la ltk paper saq last
*hancus hancus*
dugaaaaaaaannnnnn~~

bermalas-malasan

had a looooong day yesterday
woke up at 445 for sahur then smbg tido
bgn kul 8 siapkan pbl
pastu g imu, print pbl
then g kamal ngan muni
beli clinical neuroanact
buku br azam br
moga2 berjaya cns!
pastu blk, prepare for pbl
230 pbl lalala smpai kul 4
445 stat lect till 700
kelam kabut bukak poser
mlm tgh syok ngadap com
ade org ajak kuar
mkn mcd
tgk devil wears prada
lpk kat mamak smbil usha awek
bitchy2, citer2, gosip2
hit da bed at 4
not before getting all comfy n snuggy
i'm tired n flat out
practically doing nothing
heheh

p/s:ketiga2 baby ham dh slamat kembali ke Penciptanya....alFatihah
hukhukhukhukhuk

life miracle

berita gumbiraaaaaaaa everibodi!!!!!

hamster kitaorg dh beranak pinak
3 ekor lagi tp sekor dh mia?
so tukar name hamster dr ham-ham kepada mami ham n papi ham
baby2 tu lak bg name baby ham
nk kate cute x leh la yer
hairless n so tiny n pinkish n frankly geli geleman
selamat dilahirkan last monday
x tau pon mami ham pregnant
sedar2 dh beranak
bila mase diaorg bercoitus? *hurm*
patutla mami ham garang semcm jer
suka gigit2 org pastu hyperaktive x bertempat
hormonal imbalance la tu *paham paham*
si papi ham lak sedative giler
smpaikan kitaorg gelar dia dayus
asik duk dlm umah jer
exercise mls, mkn tido jer keje
my fren ckp typikel laki mlayu la tuh *no offence yah!*
aihhh ham ham mcm2....